Classes Resumed

I prepared for school excitedly because I'm really glad that classes have resumed. Though I'm still doubting it if there are classes or not because of the news, I went happily to school, and saw other Liceans walking their way to school.

As usual, we assembled in the quadrangle for the daily rosary. Though it had been continuously raining for days, this morning was a sticky and a little warm. And irritating. I let my hair down pa naman.

A certain first year section was the one who led the rosary. And I was really pissed with the first year level eversince because they're bunch of... irritating kids. And I was even more irritated with them when a certain girl sang the songs in a really really really out of tune way. I don't know why it really got me pissed, but they just make blood boil.

I went to Basil's room because Ayyah asked me to take home some of her things last Friday because she have lots of things to bring home. And I was about to return it her. But she wasn't in the class. Uh. The choir members in Basil started to apologize for not coming last Saturday. Of course I understand. They asked me what happened, and who attended, and I started to tell them what everything happened. Everything. And they were laughing and teasing me afterwards.

I went back to my room. This morning was quite uneventful. I was laughing and teasing and laughing and joking and laughing really hard with Jette and Steni and Jayson like we always used to.

We all forgot to bring poster/water color for our Arts class. And I forgot to bring my sketch pad. We were asked to draw and paint an animal using the primary colors only. We could mix them up if we wanted to achieve other colors, though.

And because I didn't have my sketch pad or my poster paint, I didn't do anything. Well, I could find a way so I could draw, but really, I'm not in the mood. x( And I don't like drawing or writing when I am not in the mood. Especially it's an animal! And I am not good in drawing animals.

Inokray-okray namin yung gawa ni Jette. He was supposedly drawing a turtle, and well, it looks like a cave. Haha. And then we did something on it and it looked like a cap. I was really laughing so hard that my stomach hurt.

I went home for lunch. And Mama left the key inside the house! We tried to open it, but it won't open. I told her that we should break the door. She called on the landlady, and good thing she have duplicate keys. Yay!

Mama need to go to office at 1pm, so I used the computer. The phone rang at quarter to two, and it was Ayyah. She was asking me--no, ordering is the right term--meet her in MiniStop. She skipped her morning classes because she woke up late, and we had agreed last night to see each other and babble together. I told her I was using the computer, but she's persistent. The little witch. She gave me 15 minutes. Fifteen minutes. And I still had to take a bath and all.

It was raining again when I went out of the outside. I frowned at the weather. Not that I hate the rain--I love it, even--but this is all too abnormal.

Ayyah wasn't still in MiniStop, so I went back to my house to get her things she asked me to bring home because I forgot it. I saw her at the street. Because MiniStop was somewhat crowded, we went to 7eleven and bought coffee. We talked and babbled about things, and I told her na naiinis ako sa kanya at kay Lea dahil naglulumandi sila, samantalang ako e hindi. It's unpeyr!

At that moment, I realized that my friends are growing up. Even Ayyah and Lea. For a swift moment, I felt panic at one corner of my heart. Because Ayyah and Lea are like me in some ways, and we've seen each other lives, and they aren't really girly-girly girls, just like me, kahit pa sabihin may mga kalandian kami sa katawan. And they're growing up, while me, I'm being left behind.

But really, I am happy for them. Kinukunsinti ko pa nga ang mga kalandian nila. 8D

And maybe, it was because they're growing up, and me, I matured... emotionally. And the situation that I am into doesn't allow me na magmalandi, because the identity my special someone should be kept a secret. *shot*

We went back to school five minutes before 3pm. My socks were already soaking when we got to school because of the rain and I couldn't keep like that for three hours, so I went back home to change socks. I gave Dizon my bag so I wouldn't be accused as late. But I realized that it will all be the same--my socks would be wet again by the time I reach school, so I grabbed a pair of wedges instead. Besides, my shoes were soaking too.

Jette and Steni were wearing slippers, and they told me na super heels ako. They were teasing me about how small my feet were. Like me always defense, I answered them that I would be a 'thing' to the Chinese because I got little feet, and Chinese are rich! Haha! Dizon even smelled my feet (really he placed his nose on it!), and it's smelly daw. HAH! I snicked at him and just raised a brow because I know they don't smell. He even measured my feet with a ruler. Eight inches! XD

Mr. del Rio, by some miracle, didn't attend classes. There were a lot of absents too and we were just twenty-something. We didn't had our English class too. And they kept on teasing and teasing me about my feet. Okay lang naman, I'm pretty much contented with who and what I am and I don't really care if I am small or what. Small things are cute, btw! *shot*

I went to Basil's room so I could walk home with Ayyah. I saw her crying at the locker's area with Revilla comforting her. Lea came and we comforted her together. Uhm, I think I know the reason. And when I asked her, I was right.

"Anu ka ba, 'wag mong pinapansin yung ibang tao nu. Hayaan mo nga sila. Sinong bang nagkakasala, ikaw ba? Hindi. And besides, aanhin mo ang mga taong hindi ka binibigyan ng importansya kung alam mo namang may mga kaibigan kang handang i-accept ka. Nagtatampo ako sa'yo, kinakalimutan mo na yatang may mga kaibigan ka! Nandito kami o!" I told her.

She hushed later. And before we went home, we headed first to PEAC to pray.

I decided to make my Arts activity tonight. I even asked my friends in YM what animal is good to draw. Miya said,a bird (Ibong Adarna! XD); Karu-chan, a parrot; and Ariane... a carabao! LOL. I chose the parrot. Here's the finished product:

Although it wasn't really that awesome, I'm proud of myself because I was able to draw an animal. Yeeha! Btw, the thing that the parrot is looking into is a snail. The colors weren't really that good in my webcam. DX

Facebook

Yeah. Right. I'm using Facebook now and I'm one of those pretty lot of people who are going crazy over it. Facebook was even much-talked about in school. Well, it's undeniably popular.

My FB account had been around for a long time now. I joined the site at the moment I learned about it, but like most of the social sites I've joined, it had been stagnant for the first months. I rarely open it, I just check out on the updates and confirm friend request. I once tried playing Pet Society but didn't like it at that time.

The popularity of Facebook in our school became widespread this August. Everyone's babbling about it. So I decided to try to browse the site. And now, I've been playing various games in it. XD

And hey! Kindly add me! My e-mail address is kawaii_shojo25@yahoo.com : )


I always see this camera on TV that instantly develop pictures. You know that? The one that "gives out" a photo paper after you take pictures and you need to blow the photo paper for a few minutes and the image will appear. It's really so so awesome and I badly want one! I really don't know what it is call but I think it is instant camera? (It was the keyword I searched in Google)

I heard that this brand (Polaroid) stopped manufacturing instant cameras and "film paper" something is harder to buy.

I want this kind of camera! Does anyone know where can I buy this and how much? Gawsh, it's awesome! I'm gonna add this in my wishlist. XD

Wanted

I've been craving for a lot of things latel. Well, here's the things I want to have right now. They're listed according to rank/ necessity, anyway.

1. New pair of wedges/stilettos/high-heeled sandals or shoes that looks somewhat like lolita shoes.

I really want to have a pair of lolita shoes. I don't know if the timing is good or bad, but my favorite high-heeled sandals should retire now.


My favorite pair of sandals. They both has cracks on the sides (encircled).

I bought those for our prom, and because I really have this ultimate liking for high-heeled sandals, that pair was my favorite (actually, almost all of my sandals/shoes are high-heeled). I've been using that always, even if I am just going to attend a practice or something. I'm pretty accustomed in using high-heels, 'ya know, so I feel comfortable using it.

Maybe because of my excessive use on that pair made it retire early. I have not noticed the cracks until my choirmates told me about it. Maybe that is why I'm a little wobbly lately whenever I'm using them.

Now, I can't use them anymore because the cracks on them make it uncomfortable for me to use them. So now I am back to my old, shabby pairs.

I'm looking for a new pair to replace the broken one. I did find nice-looking ones, but there no size that fits my feet perfectly.

Criteria for the would-be sandals/shoes:
* high-heeled (of course!)
* close-toe shoes are more preferable
* wedges are more preferable than stilettos
* something that looks like lolita shoes x)
* cute design. probably ones with childish ribbons : )
* fits in my small feet

Too bad I couldn't find something that I really like yet.

2. KHR DVD with episode 66 and up

I've been pretty crazy over KHR nowadays. I've finished the episode 1-65, watching it in the DVD a friend let me borrow. But she doesn't have the episode 61 above. T_T

I wanted to buy my own DVD and had already looked for one in the market nearby. But the one they only have is the volume 4 of the anime, which contains the spiode 125 and up. I saw a KHR volume 3 but the summary's English is awfully bad (there is even one character named "baun" who's probably Reborn ;__;), so it's more likely that the subtitle is bad.

3. "Notes notebook"

I need a new a spare notebook now. The "notes notebook"--which is where I write my leactures, notes, and scribbles--are pretty used up; there are only few leaves left. Second Grading has now started, and I need new "notes notebook" for that.

I want the one with the spiral on the top for easier use. MAybe I could find that in National Bookstore, but I just can't find time to visit the nearest NBS, which is in SM Tunasan.

4. Scapular

Just to remind me not to do something bad. : )

5. Lolita accessories (hair clips, trinkets, socks, or the like)

Because I am just going gaga over it.

6. Lolita dress, skirts, blouse; or something that looks like one

I want to buy and wear skirts now. Girly-girly? Nah. I just think that maybe a change in wardrobe would be awesome.

7. KHR accesories, stuff toys, or plushes

I saw these plushes in dA which made me squeal "Kawaii!" and made my eyes sparkle.

Top: Lambo, Reborn | Bottom: I-pin, Chrome
The problem is, I don't have enough money. Well, maybe I could afford few items, but not all. I need to save money for the others. T__T

Maybe I'll visit Festi this week to hunt for these stuff. Haha. =D

English Report

The started of my day was... irksome. I had an encounter with a... disgustingly perverted man on my way to school. Grr.. It was totally annoying and disrespectful to me, as a person and as a girl. It was an harassment! That made me scowl for the start of my day.

But I didn't let that encounter ruined my day. Mr. dela Torre checked our Pondo ng Pinoy bottle; I used Mirinda bottle instead of C2 because I texture of Mirinda was better. I wapped it with several layers of tissue paper, then painted it with poster colors.

(Sorry for the low quality of the photos. I used the webcam for these.)

The front of my PnP bottle. The girl wearing the LDSP uniform is holding a globe on her right hand and a cent on her left.

Back. The PnP logo that I painted. (I used Google to search for it! XD)

The use of placard--or now known as Class Pass--was implemented. It is a laminated paper as big as a short bond paper. Each section was given two class pass and no students--excpet those under special conditions, like activtiies--will be allowed to leave the room without a class pass. This was implemented when we were in first year and second year, but was "forgotten" on third year. But I think this one's better: the class passes provided by the school would be taken good care that those provided by each section. And, it will lessen the unnecessary going outside the room during class hours.

Our class pass.

At lunch time, I didn't take a nap so I could finish our powerpoint presentation in English. It was already finished actually, I was just adding something on it. And it is a group reporting. I was the only one who took the iniative to research and do the powerpoint presentation. I asked my groupmates to report it with me, but I would probably be the one to explain it. >_<>battered, abused seatmate) about the lesson, and I didn't notice that I was pointing on the board obviously. It was already late when I realize it because I heard Mr. del Rio's loud, booming voice.

"O, Nobleza, anong sinasabi mo d'yan kay... Loyola?" He asked me in such terrifying voice.

"Roldan po.." My classmates whispered.

"M-May tinatanong lang po aco." I said in a tiny voice.

"O, anong tinatanong mo kay Loyola?"

"Roldan po.." We whispered audibly again.

"O, kay Roldan.."

If I could just see Jette's face, I bet his sweating bullets already. Haha, super napaka-mahiyain pa man din nun, ayaw natatapat sa spotlight. And I bet he would like to strangle my puny neck at that very minute.

So I asked my question to Jette to Sir. And he explained it to me, and to the rest of the class. After explaining it, he said, "Kung may tanong kayo, sa'kin kayo magtanong. Hindi naman aco nakakatakot!!!" He said again in his loud, booming, terrifying voice. So, we shouldn't be afraid of him, huh? Hindi nga nakakatakot.. Haha!

But really, I wasn't afraid of him. I mean, afraid in a negative way. he was a good and great teacher, and he was one of those that I salute and would want to be like.

After Math time, we went to St. Thomas' room for English, because it is one of those room that has built-in projector. I would be the one to "take-charge" of the class, Mrs. Lopena said.

Mendoza was with me to read the presentation. Read, because I would do all the discussing and explaining and everything. Our report was about the Adventures of Odysseus, by the way. I added Greek Mythology, Epic, Homer, and Iliad to our report to lengthen it because we--or more appropriately, I--would be reporting until Friday. Well, maybe it would be just until Wednesday, because we would be watching the moview version of Odyssey (I borrowed Jayson's DVD, but we've already watched that on third year).

So I discussed the presentation. I was able speak in a straight and proper English, thankfully, but I've spoken some Tagalog to be able to explain it properly. I tried to use the chalk, like a real teacher, and ask questions from my classmates. They had cooperated, fortunately, though it wasn't entire quiet because I could still some buzzing noise, especially from those on the back. And the Rufo and the other girls were eating something during my discussion.

Most of them were listening, though there were some who were not. I was tolerant at first, but when the noise grew louder, I became somewhat stern.

I stopped talking. Then with my arms crossed (that was involuntarily, I just realized it when I'm speaking already) and raised brows (I'm really being mataray these past few days), I said:

"Please respect... someone who is talking in front of you. If you don't want to listen..."

I trailed off and paused when I realized it was like Mrs. Lopena's dialogue ("Those who are not interested to listen, you may go out."). I smiled, and my classmates giggled. And the discussion continued.

Abot four slides to go, Mendoza suddenly "vanished". So Mrs. Lopena was the one who clicked for the next. Nakakahiya naman. Later, I learned that Mendoza suddenly get dizzy.

When my report for the day ended, I recieved lots of compliments. Luis even said, "Sana ikaw na lang English teacher namen!". And Mrs. Lopena complimented me too, I think, because she said I did good and told Jayson's group, which would be the next one to report, that she hope they'll do good as me.

Of course I felt flattered and proud. But still, I wasn't that contented with myself. Well, compared to an avarage students, I did well. But if I were compared to a teacher, medyo kulang pa rin. I sometimes stutter, and I also do the "panic-dance" when I can't say the right word. And sometimes, I can't fully explain some things. Well, it was a shotgun report. I just read it but didn't prepared for the explainations beforehand, so on-the-spot ang pag-explain co.

But I'm glad. Recieving those compliments tell that I did well. Maybe I need some practice, and I could really be a teacher. YATTA! The thought was wonderful! =D

My Hug-Collecting Day

My Hug-Collecting Day : Ang Huling Pagsasama'sama sa Room E-301

"Time moves swiftly, especially when we enjoy it. And before we know it, we have to say goodbye, in order to start a new beginning."

March 26, 2009; Thursday

Last day.

Nagising aco ng maaga dahil balak cong maagang pumasok. Whoo, 10:30am aco nagising! That's a feat for me, considering that we only have afternoon classes.

Pero ayun, ang usapang pagpasok ng 11:00, naging 12:30. Ano ba namang aasahan nio sa'ken?

Pero pagdating co dun, kaunti pa rin ang mga tao. Siguro wala pang sampu. Mamaya pa siguro magdadatingan.

Room E-301. Ang room na sampung buwan din naming ginamit. Mami'miss ko ang mga alaalang nabuo sa loob ng silig na ito. ;'[

Ang kalat ng room. Labu'labo na ang mga upuan e!

View sa labas ng room. Tsk, tsk. Bintana pa lang, parang sinalanta na. Sino bang mai gawa ng basag nian? Si Patriarca ba?

I feel like crying. This is our last day in this room as a Stevenson. And when I looked around, it seemed... different. The decorations are gone, the sunshine coming inside the room because of the now bare window, the chairs in messy positions.

Oo, makalat nga ang classroom namen dati pa lang. But this messiness is different.

It's because classes will soon be over.

Nostalgia takes over me. Matatapos na ba talaga? Hindi co matanggap. And funny, I could feel this strange pain in my chest.

But this isn't the time for this kind of stuff. I don't want to ruin the last moments.

So sinulit co na ang pakikipag'bonding. Super kwentuhan nga tungkol sa TV5 e. Whoo! Mga ka'shake! TV5 NA KAME!!

Grabe nga e, hibang na hibang sila sa SA (Special A). Nako, ang dame co nang nahuhumaling dun. Pero di co talaga siya magustuhan e. @____@

Maya-maya, kinuha na rin ni Andrade yung laptop. Mai presentation daw kase. Siguro mga pictures ng Stevenson.

Ang presentation na pinakita e collection ng pictures namen simula nugn June. Bawat isa e meron dahil alphabetical order; meron ding mga group pictures at stolen shots. Sheda, nilagay pa yung isa cong mejo stolen shots na muka acong aso! Sama!

Yung mga kanta nga e parang tanga lang. Batang-bata ka pa, tapos yung "Tatanda, at lilipas din ako.." Adik nga e.

Sumisigaw din kame ng WcDo kada pinapakita yung picture nia. Na halos karamihan e katabi si Jayson, kaya siya nga daw si Jollibee.

Pero habang pinapanuod co yun, habang nakikita co yung mga pictures namen na nagpapakita kung anong klaseng taon ang nangyari sa third year life namen, di co maiwasang matawa... at malungkot.

Sheesh. I hate this feeling. Masayang balikan ang mga alaala, pero ang nakakalungkot ay babalikan mo ito sa mga panahong may matatapos na, babalikan mo ito kase baka wala ka nang pagkakataong balikan pa itong muli. Habang nakikita co yung mga pictures namen, mga kahit nagtatawanan kame at nag'aasaran sa mga kaitsurahan, alam cong pare'pareho kami ng nararamdaman.

At eto na naman, I could feel the strange pain again in my chest. And the invisible hole in it started to grow larger.

Pagkatapos ng presentation, nagpatugtog na lang. At yari, nandian si Bro. Ador. Lagot. Hulasan ang mga tao e; kanya'kanyang upo. Pinag'evaluate kame ng mga teachers.

Haha. Kay Ms. Noleal aco. Buti na lang lumipat aco sa tabi ni Apple. Nilagai co talaga dun na hindi siya marunong dumisiplina ng estudyante at kinakaya'kaya lang siya, at wala talaga kameng natutunan sa kanya. Haha. Ang bad co. E totoo naman e. Saka di naman masyadong brutal ang words na ginamit co.

I started collecting hugs after that. Alam co lahat ng babae e nayakap co. At eto, nalulungkot na naman aco habang niyayakap co sila.

The hole in my chest becomes larger and larger, tearing it to pieces.

Last day na namin itong magkakasama'sama sa room. At ang sakit. Ang sakit na maghihiwalay'hiwalay na kami. Nagyon pa naman masaya na acong kasama sila, nasasanay na acong sila ang nakikita.

Pero ano bang magagawa co? Hindi naman puedeng masunod ang mga gusto mo. At lahat ng bagay ay nagtatapos. Kailangan 'yon, kailangang magtapos ang mga bagay upang makapagsimulang muli.

Nayakap co na ang halos lahat ng mga babae. Teary-eyed na aco, pero pinipigilan co lang. Ayokong umiyak. Ayokong magpakitang nalulungkot aco. I tried to hold the tears until I can.

Niyakap co din ang ibang boys na naging ka'close co tulad ni Manza at Jaynard.

At nilapitan co si Jayson.

"O ano, galit ka na naman ba sa'ken?" tanong co sa kanya.

"Hinde ah."

"Nako, kakabati lang natin e magkaka'away na naman tayo."

"Hinde, hinde nga aco galit. (Pero mukang asar yata) [...] Pa'no naman kase, tumawag ka sa bahay e tulog na aco nun!"

Tulog ah.

"Tulog? Sus. If I know, nagga'Grand Chase ka pa nun!"

At nakipagbangayan na naman aco.

Yayakapin co sana siya pero ayaw nia. Ang daya. Di huwag. Hmpft.

Niyakap co pa ang iba. Embracing them tightly as I can. I still don't want to let go. I hate this part. I hate letting go to the precious things I've learned to love. But I have to. I have no choice. Why am I feeling such strange pain? OA co naman. Pero I can really feel it. I can feel the pain.

And the tears I was trying to hold back were stubborn. I could feel the stinging feeling in my eyes. And before I knew it, umiiyak na aco.

I hugged Apple, trying to conceal the tears. But they noticed. And the tears kept on coming. I continue to cry as if there's no tomorrow.

And the hole grew rapidly, eating my heart up. The piercing pain becomes more and more pronounced. I could feel it, and it hurts. It hurts like hell. Damn, I'm so stupid for letting the tears flow but I cannot stop. I was too painful.

Siguro nga OA lang aco, siguro nga masyado lang talaga acong pathetic. But the tears just came; I didn't summoned them.

Ganito talaga kapag matatapos na ang isang masayang kabanata sa buhay mo.

How many times had I experienced departure, endings? Many, many times already. And each time I have to let go, the same feeling comes. But still, I'm not used with that feeling; I still don't want to deal with them. I hate this, I hate it.

Akala pa nila si Jayson ang dahilan ng pag'iyak co. Duh. Adik ah. Kaya sinisisi pa nila si Jayson.

"Ikaw kase Jayson e, di mo niyakap!"

I want to roll my eyes at that moment.

Niyakap tuloi aco ni Jayson habang nakatalikod aco. Nakayakap din kase aco kay Apple e.

Niyakap co din pati si Andrade, kahit inasar co siyang basa na naman siya at parang nilabhan ang damit.

Nakita co na lang, pati si Balanoshi at Jaynard ay nahawa na sa kaartehan co.

Bagong iyak. Am'panget co.

Ang arte co noh? Di kase talaga mapigilan e.

Muka nga acong tanga, natawa aco habang naiyak. Natatawa kase aco sa sarili co dahil nakakatawa naman talaga. Pati nga yung pader sa mai electric fan e niyakap co e. Dumating na rin si Sir. Nag'usap-usap tungkol sa swimming. At ayun, kasama na si Jaynard. At si Jayson ay hindi pa rin. Nako.

Nakita rin ng iba na naiyak na nga co. Ayun, natatawa sa'ken. Hay.

Bago umalis, niyakap co rin si Sir. At sabe ni Sir, "May bukas pa."

Syempre, iba na ang bukas.

Today is my Hug-Collecting Day.

At nung niyakap co si Sir, naiiyak na naman aco. Tumahan na aco e. Kaya ayun, inasar nila aco ng, "IYAKIN! IYAKIN!"

Natatawa na lang aco. Okay lang, totoo naman e.

Nakita pa nila MacMac at Olid na naiyak aco. Nabanggit co na gusto cong kunin yung pangalan ng Stevenson na laminated sa labas. At kinuha nga! Haha. Sssh. Wag kayong maingay na nasa akin ah. Sa'tin-sa'tin lang to!


Thank you Olid sa pagkuha. Wag kayo maingay ah. Basta, ebindesya, ikaw ang kumuha.

Nung uwian, sinamahan namen si Apple bumili ng ulam nila at bumili ng pangkulai sa buhok. Pati nga aco ibinili e. Kulay red. Tapos nag'7-11 muna kame. Libre ni Manza dahil may gift check siyang P100. Ineksakto nga namin e. Dumating din yung iba, pagkatapos ay nagkakayayaan silang mag'SM.

Ang saya ng araw na ito pero ang lungkot din. This is our last day together. I feel sorry for the things I wasn't able to do, but I don't regret anything. Even they caused me pain.

gala

last day na ng exam! sa wakas!

maayos naman ang aking exam. sure naman aco sa aking mga sagot. suprisingly, nadalian lang aco dun sa math. nahirapan lang aco dun e sa identification dahil di naman aco nag'review. statistics na kame at mejo madali lang naman siya.

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pagkatapos ng exam e tambay muna kame nila apple sa school. sila ayyah, eday, at iba pang third year choir e nasa mai stage dahil magpa'practice sila para sa concert sa foundation day. puro nga sila wordsworth at aco lang yata ang choir ng third year na hindi kasama sa kanila, dahil aco lang naman ang third year choir member na non'star.

ang hirap talagng maging odd one out. sabe ni sir e kakanta nga daw aco ng solo sa concert, pero hindi co alam kung matutuloi pa dahil wala naman xang sinasabe si sir.

but this isn't about the performance itself, but the fact that i am performing with them--the people who are important to me--matters. sa choir kase halos nandun na ang mga kaibigan co, ang mga taong gusto cong makasama. kaya nga naglu'look forward aco sa saturdays kung saan mai practice at kanta kame at sa iba pang practice kasama sila. at ngayon, dahil non'star aco, dahil iba aco, e di co man lang sila makakasamang mag'perform. hindi talaga maiwasan ang mga harang at pader sa pagitan ng star at non'star.


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umuwi muna aco para kumain at magbihis. super ligo nga aco dahil ang inet e. bumili muna aco ng sim co ng globe. retailer sim. P200.00 nga e!

at nung pagdating co sa school, jusme, di naman daw pala tuloi ang practice. nagsukatan lang kame ng pang'costume.

mga 2 o'clock pa lang, kaya super gala kame ni ayyah sa SM. nyahaha!

mai Twilight na pala sa National. kaya lang, yung maliit na Twilight yun e.

wala lang, ikot'ikot lang kame. kumaen ng waffle at ice cream.. nyahahaha!

mai nakita pa nga kame na lalaki na naka'Akatsuki na jacket. ang cute nga nia e!! kaya lang, pang'totoy pa ang itsura. parang mga 13 or 14 lang. malande..

super picture na naman to the max:




















hay nako. sana pwedeng parating makipag'bonding with my friends.

exam

haay. grabe. exam week na naman. ka'itsurahan na naman ng test co. haha! =D

first day ng exam k=anina. bale ang ite'test e AP, TLE, Computer, PE at Arts.

AP at TLE nga lang ang ni'review co dahil wala naman acong libro sa Computer. wala din acong libro sa MAPEH pero sa tingin co e di din naman aco magre'review dun kahet mai libro pa aco.=

medyo maaga pa yung pasok co dahil nasa bahai si mama, so mai nag'asikaso kai iverie papasok.

di co na dinala yung AP book "co". pagdating co, tinanong co kung anu ba yung pointers sa AP dahil di naman aco sure dun. takte, aralin 12-14 daw pala!? e yung ni'review co e 12 at 13 lang e.

so todo cram naman aco. di co nga matandaan na diniscuss yun e. aah.. ou, diniscuss nga yata kase mai Mansa Musa chuva acong nakita e.

pumasok na kami sa room dahil nandun na si Sir Payawal. grabe nga, super dami ng late e. grabe.

dahil nga monitor aco, nasita aco dun sa attendance. panu kase, lasog'lasog na. e sabi ni sir ayusin co daw. e naman kase, panung di magkakalasog'lasog e pinang'hahampas nung ibang teacher kapag na'iinis sa'men. kawawa na nga yung itsura e.

habang super cram aco sa pagre'review sa AP, binigai na yung reservation letter. sabe co pa nga e, "nako, tapos hold daw yung clearance co."

naisep co, parang.. hmm, parang nakaka-"depress" (di aco maka'isep ng right term e, basta, less sa depress) aco kung maho'hold aco.

at ayun nga, nung aco na, sabi ni sir. "Ivy, hold ang reservation mo." akala co naman binibiro lang aco ni sir kase super ngiti pa siya saka yung boses parang pabiro. ayun pala totoo. under observation lang aco hanggang friday.

pero sa totoo lang, okai lang sa'ken. di aco na'depress or what. basta, okay lang, parang normal lang.

e sabi naman ni sir sa'ken, ang laki daw talaga (talagang with matching yung sinabi niya e. wala lang, feeling co it makes a difference) yung pinag'improve at pinag'bago co, unlike nung last year at nung umpisa daw. kaya lang ngayon, medyo nawawala na naman daw aco sa sarili at bumabalik sa dati. pero okai lang, totoo naman kase talagang super ingay co at minsan ay di mapigilan ang bunganga co. yung bulong co nga, sa totoo lang, rinig ng buong klase. magugulat na lang aco na magtitinginan sa'ken ang mga classmate pati na teacher co kahet yung katabi co lang yung kausap co.

oh well, mai hanggang friday pa aco.

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okai lang naman yung AP. madali lang siya, in fairness, pero siguro e mai mali'mali pa din aco kase nakalimutan co yung iba e.

yung TLE namen, okay lang din. madali din. haha! =D

grabe nga sila kat e, open book! nakow.. buti di napansin ni sir. e nasa likod co lang yung mga iyon e, e nasa tapat lang aco ng teacher's table.

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ang daya nga ni jayson e, umabsent! e ang dami cong sasabihen sa kania e: itatanong co yung tungkol sa play namin, yung bayad sa TLE, papa'edit ng picture, chuva. tapos umabsent lang! wala tuloi acong partner in crime.

sabi nga nila nakaka'miss nga daw si jayson (yeeha!). ayun, tapos chika glaore na nung recess. naungkat pa nga yung sa kanila ni le-ann, klung sila daw ba. blah blah.

todo daldal e. kaya ayun, sa awa ng langit, di aco nakapag'review sa computer.

grabe nga yung computer co e, puro stock knowledge lang talaga, as in, yung sagot co dun. di nga kase aco nag'review. buti na lang marami naman sagot co.

tinanong nga ni sir kung madali lang daw. e an'dameng nagsabi ng mahirap daw. e parang sabi pa ni sir ang dali'dali na nga daw nung exam super reklamo pa. pero in fairness, madali nga siya kung tutuusin, lalo na kapag nag'review ka. e aco di naman aco nag'review pero mai sagot aco na medyo tama naman siguro.(yabang!) kaya madali nga lang medyo.

yung PE at Arts namen, grabe, super pattern. test 1. pabaliktad na abc, tapos test 2, true lahat. false pa sila ng false e true sagot co. haha! buti nga, tama daw yata yung sagot co e. nyahaha! =D

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di muna kame pina'uwi agad dahil dumaan pa si sir baez. sinabe na yung mga ECS at EVS scholar e wag mag'absent ngayong week dahil mai bibisita na naman yatang chuva. ang saya nga e, from 5000, baka maging 7000 na yung scholarship namen next school year. yehey!

tambay muna kame sa school nila kat at apple. e nakita co sila ayyah, nilapitana aco. sila eday din tinawag aco para ayusin yung "last will" ng seniors sa Gatekeeper. waah! kame na yung tagapag'mana!

medyo ka'guilty nga dahil naiwan co sila apple e. e puro star na kasama co. haay. ang hirap talaga ng conflict sa non'star ng star students. nasa non'star aco pero ang mga tinuturing cong totoo cong kaibigan e nasa star halos lahat. pero anong magagawa co, nami'miss co na sila ng sobra e. haay.

ang kulet nga ni ayyah, tinalian aco ng super high na pigtails. napag'usapan kase namin na mag'cosplay sa bakasyon. e naisip co na si Amane Misa ng Deathnote ang i'cosplay. super tuwa nga siya sa itsura co, jusme.

o, eto kung itsura co with my high pigtails: (nasa bahai na aco nito)






dahil tanghali na, kakain na sila. niyayaya nga aco ni ayyah na sumama sa chowtrip e. e ayoko sana dahil uuwi na aco. e pinilit niya aco e, tapos lilibre niya pa co. hahaha! =D pero miss co na talagang makipag'bonding sa kanila. parang yung di co pag'attend sa choir ng isang sabado--na tanging araw lang sa linggo na nakakasama co sila--e napaka'laking bagai.

ayun, todo kulitan sa chowtrip. todo okrayan. as usual, aco na naman target. buti nga di aco masyadong bad trip kaya okay lang naman.

haay.. namimiss co na talaga sila! sana parating ganito, yung pwede cong maka'bonding yung mga kaibigan co.

adik kame!

masaya naman ang araw co kahet medyo mai pagka'gulo. =D

wala naman masaydong ginawa ngayun dahhil puro wala ang mga teachers, kahet na nga exam na next monday.

nung english time namen, nag'sabe lang kame ng advice'advice dun sa letter na binigai ni ms. varcas. tapos maya'maya, napunta na yung topic sa blogs.

mai blog pala si olid. tapos si kat din pala gumawa dahel nakita dun sa YM co. tapos si jayson binasa pala kagabe yung blog.

at ayun, naglokohan na kame tungkol sa blog. takte yun si jayson, IPANGALANDAKAN DAW BA YUNG NILALAMAN NG BLOG CO!!??

nabasa nia kase yung blog entry co na ang title ay "topak". eh tungkol nga yun dun sa umiyak aco. na lumaki pa nga medyo yung issue. jusme, kinabisado yung nakasulat at ni'broadcast!

kaya nga gumawa aco ng "rules" dito sa blog co e. panu kase si jayson.. hmpft. iii... (=,=)

ang ingay co nga kaya mejo nasita aco ni ms. varcas. okay lang yun, sanay na siya! hahahaha!

at dahil dun sa pag'uusap tungkol sa blog, ayun, nag'promote na din ng blog ang lola mo! hahaha!

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grabe kaninang TLE time, super nawi'wiwi na aco habang nagdi'discuss si mrs. herrara.

ewan co ba kung baket kapag TLE namen (na pagkatapos ng lunch) e naiihi aco. grabe.. super pigil aco e.

e nakakahiya naman magpaalam kase nagdi'discuss siya. so ayun, nung natapos na siyang mag'discuss, nagpaalam na agad aco at kumaripas ng takbo sa CR! hahahaha!

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wala na naman si sir cejero. AP namen yun, pagkatapos ng TLE.

so chika galore kame. kuntodo ingay na naman e. syempre pa, isa aco sa mga pinakamaingay.

umupo kame dun sa mai teacher's desk at nagkaka'kanta ang bata. ewan co ba, ngayun talaga, trip na trip cong kumanta.

nung natapos na yun. kwentuhan naman. ang ingay nga e. at dahil dala co ang aking mp5, mejo nag'sound trip muna. tapos nagvi'video video ng na parang tanga lang. hahaha.

(by the way, here are our nonsense videos, just in case you wanna watch how crazy we are:)

nonsense videos of ivy, jayson, apple, and the others.

my nonsense video

nonsense music video nila ponan at randall

ang ingay na naman, bunganga ng bunganga. hay..

pero medyo nanahimik na aco kase nag'papalitan na naman kame ni jayson ng... ng... not-so-good words tapos ang lakas'lakas pa ng mga boses namen. ayun, nainis yata si jilliane. sabe:

"ang ingay'ingay mo aybi! para kang yung mga babaeng naka'short na ganito ka'iksi diyan sa cuyab!"

i know what she means. siguro nga na'bwiset na sa kaingayan co kaya na'demonyo na naman. di naman aco na'offend, alam co namang hindi aco ganun e. (nako, bakut ba hindi aco na'ooffend sa mga bagai na ganian pero sa mas maliit na bagai dun aco sensitive?) honestly, wala talaga, di aco na'offend. pero nanahimik pa din aco dahil baka sumosobra na naman aco ng kaingayan at di na nakakatuwa sa iba. sila apple kase, tawa ng tawa pa din ng tawa sa'men ni jayson.

ayun.. recess na. dahil walang earphone ang aking lecheng mp5, nag'sound trip aco nang nakahilig sa desk ng upuan habang naka'tapat sa tenga co yung speaker. =D

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nagsa'sound trip pa din aco nang dumating si ms. noleal. edi tinago co na..

in fairness ah, nakinig aco ngayun sa lesson niya.

e panu naman kase, exams na nga sa monday e wala man lang acong kaalam'alam sa mga pointers na binigay niya. promise, di aco nag'eexagerate. <(bola!) kaya kuntodo ingay kame. at nung nilabas co na yung mp5, super picture na! grabeh. here are some of our pictures. syempre yung nilagai co yung kasama aco! =D

















aco at si amil. sinu yung isang naka'singit












hay. tama na. ang sipag co yatang mag'blog ngayun ah.

Breaking Dawn! at last, you are mine!

sa wakas! meron na acong Twilight saga book! at iyon ay ang Breaking Dawn! *clap clap*

di naman siya brand new at paperback lang. hardbound na lang kase ng Eclipse at Breaking Dawn ang natira sa bookstores at 500+ at 700+ (respectively) pa ang isa. sao nagtyaga na lang aco sa third hand dahil in good condition pa naman.

kay ayyah co yun nabili, na nabili niya naman sa kaibigang nakilala sa internet. super tawaran to the max pa talaga kame. P415.00 kase original prize nun at nabili niya ng P250.00. binebentya niya sa'ken ng P250.00 ulet. syempre di aco pumayag. sabe co 200 na lang e ayaw. ayun, nabili co ng P225.00! haha! ang daya! X]

pero okay na yun, at least may libro na aco ng Twilight. actually, tapos co na yun, nung third week ng december siguro. e binili co na lang for collecting purpose.

at kahet ang gulo-gulo ng araw co, okay na din dahil may Breaking Dawn na aco!